NO LIMIT

“I woke up today, made my coffee, and arrived at my new office desk that I built yesterday, with the urge to pull out ‘One for the Pages’. I wanted to read and remind myself of all the delicate and wholesome memories, decisions and experiences that brought me here. Not to miss the past, the people and the places, but to really dig deep to make more sense of the now.

Now, I am one step further into building my full time business in Dubai.

Now, I am doing the thing I’ve always wanted to do.

Now, I get to pace myself however I want.

Now, I experience another day of happiness and a sense of fulfillment.

This month is a potentially life changing month for ArtsyByM. FOREVER!

It opens the gates to success. I know it, I feel it. It is coming, any day now.

While I sit here and write, while listening to the Beach House, Teen Dream album, I can’t help but think about the love I felt and had to leave behind. A partially unrequited love.

What is it about this person that I just can’t quit. I know that I want a love that is deep, special, magical, real…not at the expense of my happiness and success though. This is goin to be the challenge in my 30s. I think I’m already really aware of who I let in, this year has given me a lot of time to think and be single and really love myself. I want to let someone in…into this place where they will be loved so unconditionally.

I want this.

I’ve thought about taking ‘One for the Pages’ public.

Maybe even turning it into a book of some sort. IDK.

Would people be interested in reading about my story, my journey through my adult life and all the deep pain and love that came with it? IDK

I’ve also thought about making it into a series in my art. Maybe that will force me to be vulnerable, while expressing my everything through my art. This would be a really delicate and powerful series.

There is NO LIMIT Marlis!

NO LIMIT to what you can do.

NO LIMIT to what you are capable of doing.

NO LIMIT to what you are going to do.

This is me, just getting started. This is me acknowledging my life journey and all the past has done for me, but this is also me, fierce, fired up, ready for my big discovery moment in Dubai.”